I’m ready to embark on a series of new creative projects. To develop works guided by passion and interest, as opposed to capitalism and career advancement. So, what will be my first game project for Equip Story?
First, a different question: Did you watch X-Men ’97? I promise, I’m not stalling. This is very much a part of my answer!
Are you as obsessed with X-Men ’97 as I am? I never watch those YouTube videos where the hosts present fan theories and dissect end credits sequences. Videos that are sometimes as long as movies and TV shows they dissect! But you better believe I want to know all the Beast-related easter eggs. (Hank McCoy’s on-again, off-again relationship with reporter Trish Tilby is finally immortalized on Disney+, you guys!!) I can’t believe the first season is over already. Please give this show several hundred episodes and start airing them all next week. Thank youuuuu!
I think many people get into professional media jobs because they’re a fan of something. The film nerd who becomes a director. The gamer who becomes a streamer. The comics reader who becomes a cartoonist. The enthusiasm of their fandom is the drive that inspires these folks to take the long, strange, health insurance-less journey into monetizing their creativity.
That’s not me. I wanted to be a “writer when I grow up” since I was in 3rd grade, when I aced a class assignment to write commercial jingles. Mrs. Virgo put my jingles on the big board outside of the classroom – where anyone in the hallway could read them! Gasp! Is this… celebrity?!
I looked up to my mom, a stage actress and voice over artist, and my dad, a playwright who wrote musicals. That’s what inspired me to get into “The Business of Show” (Copyright 2024 The Walt Disney Corporation).
But please don’t get the wrong idea, I am very much a nerd. I have been a fan of many things over the years and my work has reflected those influences. When I was a teen, I wrote and recorded parody songs in the vein of “Weird” Al Yankovic and “The More Obscure” Stan Freberg (my nickname, not his). In my twenties, I attempted to write and draw a webcomic about my college years that was a painfully obviously “homage” to Bloom County. Currently, I’m designing a strategy card game for a publisher that’s taking me back to my lunchroom obsession with Magic: The Gathering. But it’s not my love for the properties that drives my creation. It’s my love for the act of creation that drives me, and then I look to my fandoms, current and forgotten, for inspiration on what to make.
I wouldn’t describe myself as a great fan, to be honest. I just kind of like stuff? There’s nothing I’m a fan of that I’d call myself a true expert in. I only joined one fan group in my life (more on that in a sec). I do buy memorabilia, but I don’t have focused collections, so much as smatterings of pop culture nonsense. I’ve never cosplayed, and while I’ve been to many comic-cons, it’s usually on business. Business, lol! These days to network, and in my past life as a publisher, to sling books. I’ve never participated in an event specific to a fandom, but maybe someday I’ll make it to Garfield Gathering. (A man can dream, can’t he?)
There’s a part of me that really admires the fan-to-artist pathway. It feels pure to me. To love something so much that you want to contribute to it, in some way, irregardless of pay. Lots of creatives I know started out as kids who wrote fan fiction, stapled fan zines, or drew fan art. Sometimes I feel like I missed a stage in my artistic growth. I just finished The Artist’s Way, and one of the central themes of the book is that your inner artist is a child who needs to be nurtured. So, for my first Equip Story project, I’m going to give my inner artist action figures of Storm, Jubilee, and the Beast with the projector in his chest.
My plan is to make a game inspired first and foremost by my lifelong love for the X-Men. The animated series was a must watch for me on Saturday mornings. I started reading X-Men comics in middle school. The thought of Magneto ripping out Wolverine’s adamantium skeleton still makes me cringe. One of the few fan groups I ever joined was an X-Men club that met Wednesday nights on America Online. Sadly, the Fox movies are hit and miss for me, though I’ve seen every one except for The New Mutants, which I hear is bad, but I’ve seen all of Legion, which is very good! Heck, I even sat through X-Men: Wolverine Origins, speaking of Wolverine-related trauma. I fall in-and-out of the monthly books, though I really enjoyed the beginning of the Krakoa era.
X-Men ’97 has reinvigorated my love for the franchise. This is the right time for me to explore what I like about X-Men and why I keep coming back to Marvel’s not-so-merry mutants. I know I’m going to “file the serial numbers off” and create original characters heavily based on X-Men favorites, because I like having the freedom to tell original stories without being burdened by the histories and expectations of legacy characters.
I also know the game is going to be a visual novel, because X-Men’s stories and characters are what interest me. “X-Men inspired visual novel” is one of my “TOO WEIRD” ideas I kept rejecting over the years. A superhero game should be action oriented, right? Well, there are plenty of classic X-Men side scrollers, beat ’em ups, and fighting games out there, but I want to make a game that captures what intrigues me most about the animated series. A group of young misfits hated by the world. A war of philosophies. A team with big powers and even bigger personality clashes. And the epic romance! Rogue can’t kiss Gambit or he’ll die?! But they BELONG together, y’all!
More details to come in the weeks ahead, equippers!
Will I have a creative partner? Yes, someone I haven’t teamed up with since the pandemic…
What will our unique take on X-Men be like? Will it will involve a guy who’s kinda like a treefrog?
Am I ending this newsletter on… a cliffhanger? How very X-Men of me!
📨 Next Week: I answer a reader question about how to get a creative industry job. No arts degree necessary.
🎲 Your Turn: What’s your fandom? Have you ever written fan fiction, drawn fan art, or something similar?
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